Babies!

Today I was thinking... And I thought to myself, I thought "Why is it that doing someone else's laundry and cleaning mud off their floor doesn't bother me?" And I realize that I need responsibility in my life. It is written into my personality. I would have been the perfect wife back in the day when all women did was pop out babies and make dinner. I love to make sandwiches for people. I love to let them know when their pants are unzipped. (Which, for one certain person, seems to be 24/7 for some reason.) I can't wait to be able to tell my son that he forgot to zip his pants. To ask him if he washed his hands. To tell him to go play outside and have a snack waiting for when he is worn out. I want to be one of those crazy moms in the stands that is louder than the cheerleaders. I want him to make me goofy things in his class that his teacher though was cute. I want to play with fire with him. I want to find that perfect balance between friend and gaurdian. Now, don't get me wrong, I love girls too. I would love to take my daughter shopping and to get pedicures and her hair done. But something about cleaning up after two adorable little boys just really seems like it could work for me.

Is that weird? Is it weird that even though I know I am years away I want to think of a name and find the perfect father for my son? I want to find someone that I know will support me. Who won't argue with my ways. Now, I assume, based on the last several people that I have dated/been attracted to, that whoever I do marry will give our kid video games and other things that I wouldn't necesarily think he needs. I was raised without video games. They are "not productive," whatever that means. Strategy, dad, strategy. Anyway, I turned out just fine. I think that if I had played video games, I would prolly have better luck with boys. Fitting in with the guys is always something I've enjoyed. I like being in the crowd, but then a little different. Cleaning up and stuff. Idk. I also want to be a hot mom. The place where my kid's friends all come cause I am the coolest. Yeah.
I can't wait.