Monday, January 25, 2010

Thinking...

Today, I had a long walk back from class. How did I entertain myself, you ask? Well I thought, of course. I thought to myself, I thought: "What if there were some way to change anything about myself that I wanted? What would I change?" And I figured, why not write about it? Make people think, you know?
So here's what I came up with [from head to toe and then some]:
My hair would be a little more red and have a few more curls.
My eyebrows would be amazing looking.
My nose would be a tad smaller and less broken.
My jaw would be less chubby. [Yes, I think my jaw is chubby.]
My boobs would be a tad bigger. [Duh.]
My stomach would be just a little slimmer.
There would be no body hair on my body. [I'm too lazy for it.]
And my nails would be a little longer and somehow magically and perfectly manicured at all times.
Also, I would want to be able to sing. And play some instrument well.
The rest is a whole different story.
I would want to not be so quick to judge, or trust, for that matter.
There are several things that I have said or done that I'd like to take back, but then, what is life without mistakes?
I wish that I would have never stopped talking to Carolyn in August. I still don't even know why we did that. I wish we didn't have to live so far away, but its working out okay.
I'm not even going to mention boys. This would be more like a novel.
I would like to be just a tad better at Math.
I would have all of the conversions one could ever need memorized.
I would be able to spell.
I would have picked my classes during high school better. [If you care, I would have taken Bio freshman year, doubled up on math sophomore year, and then been able to take Calculus and AP Chemistry senior year.]
I would be closer to my sister. That I could be there for her while her marine is off in Hawaii. I wish I could somehow teleport to Greenwood whenever she needed me. I would be there every waking minute if I could [besides when I have class, of course]. I wish Bloomington and Greenwood could somehow converge together to be my perfect town.
I have nothing I would change about my two best girls and our relationship[s]. You guys rock. =]
I wish that my dad and I hadn't clashed as much as we did last year. I am so glad we somehow got over that.
I think my mom and I have a great relationship right now. I wouldn't change a thing.
Hm...I think thats it. Let me know if you think I missed anything. I won't think that you are hating. It will be good for me to hear what other people think.

2 comments:

  1. you don't need to change girl. i like you the way you are! except maybe to stop smoking!! hehee. but i know you will when the time is right =] you are a beautiful young woman with strong ambition and a bright mind. don't you ever forget that!

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  2. I just read this. and it totally made my day. Thanks babe. =]

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