Tuesday, September 29, 2009

Just for Bren. =] (Even though its not really related to her.)

Okay, so the last few days I've felt pretty shitty. I couldn't breathe, my head felt like it was going to explode and best of all today I was about to pass out AND throw up. Awesome, right? No. I felt horrible. So last night I slept for eleven and a half hours. Sounds really good right? Well it was, problem is: I'm still tired. I still don't feel good. But wait, there's more. I went to the Health Center and what do they say? I have a common cold. BullShit I have a common cold. I'm so mad at that guy. And I saw the doctor that I actually like, but he wasn't my actual doctor. So that was annoying too. And the nurse lady made me fill out this paper that I'm pretty sure I already filled out. And I got the flu shot and the lady didn't even give me a pretty rainbow band-aid. She just gave me this dumb one that looked like lips. Thats just stupid. Why would I want lips on my arm? You're right, I wouldn't. I wanted a nice rainbow one like the one that Lindsey got. =/
But the rest of today has been a good day. =] You already know I slept for almost 12 hours last night and my class today wasn't that bad. And I only had one, so that was awesome. There were, of course, some stupid people. But I didn't let them get me down. I just ignored them.
On a happier note: I decided today that I love Joe much more than I thought. I was talking to some other people and I'm thinking this kid is pretty cool but, I realize its just not the same. I will never feel the way I do with any other guy. Or person, to be more politically correct. [No, I don't like girls.] But seriously. I know Joe so well and he knows me even better than I know him. It's crazy. And you know what he said to me today?? "if your question is will i wait. You know i will. I always will." How amazing is that? I know. I love him. And I'm even listening to Eminem today because it makes me feel like I'm with him. It makes me feel happy and at home.
And, no. I did not just write that because I finally gave him the url. I actually hope he doesn't read it. That would be embarrassing. =/

2 comments:

  1. poor girl. go back on friday if you still feel like crap. doubt you have just a cold.

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  2. that's so bullshit! you should have yelled at that nurse for giving you a stupid band aid. i would have. hahaa.
    i love your happy note about joe =]
    i'm glad you guys are able to work things out

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